when the hours turn to minutes, and you're seconds away.
Last night was a particularly odd night. You see my ex's parents are out of town so i have been staying with her for a few days. Nothing happened up to last night when things got hot and heavy real quick. In the time before we started and after we started messing around she said " no matter what happens we arent getting back together right now" but by this time im not thinking and so i am like whatever you know just go! Then we get into it and you know going for some time....and some more time....and a little more time ans she says to me "don't kiss me it just leads to emotional problems" So in the long run we just went back and forth at each other and if we had just shut up and and done it well, it may have been good but there was too much animosity to make good love. The enmity was thick, so thick you might be able to cut it with a knife. When we were done though we hugged each other and appologized for dragging each other through that. We swore we would not do that again and swore to be friends forever. All though the feeling of my loss has not since faded i find my self stronger and stronger. I will survive i will make it and i will find some one to share my heart with.
Ellison