but its best i say it just incase
First off this is a reprint ubt ok second i was kinda really drunk when i wrote it AEKDB
you sound like you are trying to sell your self. i hope you aere happy in life. i never knew what i had until i lost it. i hope you konw that i am sorry and i wish i could hear your voice again. you haunt my dreams and even now i can look into your eyes and see perfection. you probably wont ever read this soo i'll just spill my hart out now. maybe if one day you ever read this you will think i am nuts but as odd as you are i think you will understand and know when i say odd i mean it as a compliment. i am a pledge now of the kappa sigma fraternity. arent you proud i am actually going to school. i saw you not too long ago with some guy at stage. my heart skipped a beat. i yelled out walker but by the time you turned i was gone. you were my first you wont be my last ive ruined that. i loved you enough to die for you. paul is my best friend now. although you wouldn't think it. i know i am flawed. you would laugh at me if yuo saw me now. i hate life. why cant i sleep forever. im sorry. if i died would you cry?
i never did meet your mom. hows memaw? i see the bug almost every day. makes me sad. i want another z lol
i have changed i am a gentleman a man of honor and courage a man of zeal yet humble you would never think this of me. if we started over right now it would be so different. im sorry about candice i should have never put you two through thhat i did it to christy too. kylah killed my spirit. i hope you read this one day i know how much i miss the simple things just laying in bed. who ever has you know is the luckiest man on earth. good luck in all you do i miss you i love you thank you for being there when i needed you. alpha epsilon kappa delta beta......always endevour to keep doing better EF