another chance at heaven

Published on May 11, 2004 By MR papi In Life Journals

Im not sure why its called another chance at heaven. Yesterday was a rather crummy day. I was browsing through some blogs when i more than happened upon my exgirlfriends blog. Let me go back to the beginning. For the last few months i can't sleep real well. No its not insomnia although i would like it to be, its this girl. I keep having dreams about her. Now don't get me wrong we broke up because i screwed up...well for the most part. At that point i was so ungodly tired of her i was happy to be gone and soon found some one else. Big mistake number one! Don't ever enter into another semi serious relatoinship until you konw you are done with your last one. This is twice I've found my self questioning my devotion to my current significant other and both times has it been because of the same exgirlfriend. At any rate im reading my ex's blog and in one of her posts she talkes about her eyes. I miss her eyes. They are the most gorgeous blue eyes I've ever seen. Tiffinee has the same eyes. Tiffinee is a girl in one of our classes or was, I don't go to that school any more. Link I miss her so much. It gets some what better though. I finally got her to submit to spending some time with me in the hope that we might talk about things. I told my girlfriend she had not to worry but deep in my heart i know she should because i know that i still love my ex and i can't exactly change that. I don't think that, no matter how hard i try, i will ever get her back. To face her family again. I miss them too. I'll beg if i have to. I love her.
Flores

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