First off this is a reprint ubt ok second i was kinda really drunk when i wrote it AEKDByou sound like you are trying to sell your self. i hope you aere happy in life. i never knew what i had until i lost it. i hope you konw that i am sorry and i wish i could hear your voice again. you haunt my dreams and even now i can look into your eyes and see perfection. you probably wont ever read this soo i'll just spill my hart out now. maybe if one day you ever read this you will think i am nuts but ...

It seems as though the only time i am here is when i loose a woman. Bitter nor sweet but mostly just depressing, i find my self lost in this mess of a woman. I'm glad i don't have to work tomorrow. I wish i had some thing to resort to like alcohol or drugs bt i don't. I miss her. This time She's married. Countless times did we go back and forth wishing to be with each other but the engagement had already been made and the wedding long since been payed for. Parents would disown her, kill me, k...