First off this is a reprint ubt ok second i was kinda really drunk when i wrote it AEKDByou sound like you are trying to sell your self. i hope you aere happy in life. i never knew what i had until i lost it. i hope you konw that i am sorry and i wish i could hear your voice again. you haunt my dreams and even now i can look into your eyes and see perfection. you probably wont ever read this soo i'll just spill my hart out now. maybe if one day you ever read this you will think i am nuts but ...

It seems as though the only time i am here is when i loose a woman. Bitter nor sweet but mostly just depressing, i find my self lost in this mess of a woman. I'm glad i don't have to work tomorrow. I wish i had some thing to resort to like alcohol or drugs bt i don't. I miss her. This time She's married. Countless times did we go back and forth wishing to be with each other but the engagement had already been made and the wedding long since been payed for. Parents would disown her, kill me, k...

Last night was a particularly odd night. You see my ex's parents are out of town so i have been staying with her for a few days. Nothing happened up to last night when things got hot and heavy real quick. In the time before we started and after we started messing around she said " no matter what happens we arent getting back together right now" but by this time im not thinking and so i am like whatever you know just go! Then we get into it and you know going for some time....and some more t...

The question doesn't really matter its the answer that counts. She didn't say my name. She told me she went to visit her aunt and uncle. Florida and Virginia are no where near each other. How could she lie like this. 3 Weeks ago we were getting married. Now im just fighting to save what i had. I still love her. Bart is in Virginia. She lied to me staight faced more times than i can count. I kissed her goodbye. i ran to her car when she got back, and for what? So she could lie to me some more...

Im not sure why its called another chance at heaven. Yesterday was a rather crummy day. I was browsing through some blogs when i more than happened upon my exgirlfriends blog. Let me go back to the beginning. For the last few months i can't sleep real well. No its not insomnia although i would like it to be, its this girl. I keep having dreams about her. Now don't get me wrong we broke up because i screwed up...well for the most part. At that point i was so ungodly tired of her i was happy to...